Am I…
Am I relaxing or wasting time?
Who names my act,
you out there or I?
There is the laundry: 2 piles on the bedroom floor
you out there or I?
There is the laundry: 2 piles on the bedroom floor
one
darks , one whites, waiting patiently, I might add,
to
be washed; their very presence a bore.
There are dust bunnies of doggie fur
There are dust bunnies of doggie fur
lurking
in the corners—hoping for sunlight
to
reveal themselves to me—yet I defer.
Dishes to wash—usually a satisfactory task—
Dishes to wash—usually a satisfactory task—
sit
and sulk in the sink. The peanut butter
caking;
milk painting the bottom of the glass.
I know they are there.
I know they are there.
They
mount up like ghosts around me
ceaselessly
hovering in the air.
The stacks of paper all about call out.
The stacks of paper all about call out.
Read
me! Sort me! File me!
I can
hear the rustling sound of credit card bills.
Messages to reply, couched on my computer
Messages to reply, couched on my computer
and
the smart fone silently cries: answer all of me!
Really,
must I?
It is my mind that listens and decides
It is my mind that listens and decides
I
am wanton, a bad girl…
I
should, I could, I ought.
Reset, breathe, let this laziness be my choice,
Reset, breathe, let this laziness be my choice,
the
frame of the puzzle of my life;
the
edge that holds “to do” in place.
I am the namer. So be it that today
I am the namer. So be it that today
I rest
in refreshing stillness
not
a naughty willingness to run away.